all in all is all we are

Someone come here and bring me crème brûlée

I don’t use this much but i feel the need to rant and whilst i am always the first to moan about people who do i don’t even care. 

I finally feel accepted again after leaving school and coming back a year later. I am now part of a group that we all call “the social rejects” because, like the name suggests,  we all felt as though we got left out of social events or even just sitting around at lunch because everyone else would be talking about secrets or things that had happened at the weekend whilst they were at a party or in some club. This is all they ever talk about and as a person who has never shown any interest what so ever in drinking this is rather dull and irritating and began to make me feel like i wasn’t a part of the group. There were a few other people who felt the same way so we decided to have a meal together during easter and it was really lovely and we all felt comfortable with each other and no longer felt rejected. We decided to make this a regular thing. What is bothering me is that people are getting upset that they haven’t been included in this group or invited to the meal and this is REALLY starting to piss me off. You are not included because you are not a social reject or feel rejected from the group! So don’t go getting your knickers in a twist because you’re not invited or complain when we talk about our gatherings around other people because that is what has been happening to us for months. You talk about your gatherings and talk about pathetic secrets when we’re around so we’re not going to make an exception. 

I am quite frankly really pissed off right now because one of my best friends is upset by the things someone has posted about us being a ‘negative’ group. Now they are completely entitled to their opinion but we are in no way a negative group. We are simply bored of being ignored and sitting down with our group and feeling excluded because we can’t join in with the conversation about the previous nights happenings. Now would you kindly all fuck off talking about it and leave us to our nice nights. We are not hating on you and counting down the days till you’re out of our lives we are just simply doing something about feeling left out. 

Now if i hear one more thing that has upset one of the “reject” group because we are getting on with our lives instead of moaning about being left out then i may actually hurt someone. RANT. OVER.

I’m a massive gay

Woo decorating the Christmas tree by myself :/

WOOO skiing in shorts and t shirts :) it’s warmer here than the uk!!

YAYYYYYYYYYY